Too fat

I did the math earlier today about how many hours I would need to bicycle in order to lose the weight I've put on over the past year an a half. The answer is: about 300. Depending on the difficulty of where I bike. Granted my bike is in my Mom's barn In NY and I'm in IL... But that's not the point. It would take me a month of 10 hours days just biking to lose this weight. How the hell did I eat so much? I will admit that much of what I have eaten for the past year has been fast and prepackaged foods, but still. I've put on approx. 3/4 of a pound for every week I've been here and it needs to come off. Unfortunately I don't know of any truly viable way of doing it as I have almost no willpower in terms of not eating when I'm hungry and I've never been able to run more than 3 /10 of a mile, Without the money for a gym I'm feeling pretty helpless about the whole thing. However I am refusing to buy new clothes becasue that's just giving in.. that's my motivation.. fit back into those big ass jeans so I don't have to buy huge ass jeans.